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October 7, 2023: A tsunami of horror, shock, disbelief, anger, sorrow, fear, anxiety.
October 8, 2023: Stress over the unspeakable horrors forced upon innocent Israelis by Hamas barbarians; the increasing alarm and mistrust caused by IDF and government failure; the ensuing psychological trauma, scarring and panic about the hostages, Israel and Jewish survival.
October 9, 2023: The media dispersing anti-Israel propaganda, international false charges of Israeli genocide against Palestinians, demonstrations of antisemitism on U.S. campuses, UNWRA complicity in Hamas terror. And plenty more.
And it goes on.

The photo above is of a flag featuring an Israeli man who saved many people at Nova but died trying to save even more.

Sitting at home in my West Orange Jewish bubble, I was falling into deep despair. I had to climb out of that rabbit hole. The only sensible, possible thing I could think of doing was go to Israel, see for myself and maybe find some antidote to my feeling of helplessness.

So in September I went on a volunteer trip to Israel with the Jewish National Fund – USA. It was JNF-USA’s 19th organized volunteer mission. There were 27 of us, from various places, all wanting to help rebuild the Israel Envelope (aka Gaza Envelope) and express unity with our Israeli sisters and brothers.

When we got there, we painted playground equipment and built benches at Kibbutz Tze’lim. We potted ornamental plants for a nursery owner in Ashkelon who had moved out of Gaza in 2005. She has had very few workers since October 7.

​Miriam Seiden, left, and Dr. Deborah Sherman, right,  painted playgroup equipment at a kibbutz in the picture above.  ​

We went to the Druze village of Julis, where we helped Basma, an IDF widow, prepare and package 400 meals for soldiers in the Noor restaurant which she owns. Basma converted her kitchen to make it kosher so she could feed soldiers every day.

​Shuva Junction, a rest stop for soldiers in the Israel Envelope, needed help cleaning out their refrigerators. We cleaned enthusiastically, with some of us saying this was more than they do at home! 

​We talked with soldiers who were so grateful for the help, and to have a place to rest, eat, and drink. It felt so normal, and yet so otherworldly.

We heard from a 20-year-old who lost both parents on October 7. He played guitar and sang “Imagine” without a tear. But we cried. A lot.

I wondered what John Lennon, who wrote the song, would have imagined had he been there.  

The Special in Uniform band performed “The Wind Beneath My Wings,” leaving everyone in a flood of tears. This unit is composed of disabled and autistic teens who become integrated into the IDF and Israeli society, fulfilling its core belief that everyone belongs and everyone has the right to reach his or her potential.

In one day we visited both the site of the Nova Festival and the field of burnt-out car remains. I have no words to express the deep sorrow we felt. How could this have happened?  

That same day, we traveled to an army base on the Gaza border. We were greeted by many of the soldiers in uniform whom we embraced; we talked, shared dinner, sang, and danced together.

We felt pure joy that evening. To go from deepest sorrow caused by evil that morning to pure joy and love later that same day is the Israel we took home with us.

The Israelis we met were resilient, motivated, inspiring, and appreciative. Our presence there helps alleviate their feeling alone in the world. Their presence did the same for us.

The anxiety I experienced before the mission dissipated while I was there. I returned home with the wind beneath my wings. I am hopeful. I know we will survive.

Go to Israel. You will be comforted and relieved.

Originally published in the New Jersey Jewish News

Like many of my Jewish friends, I was raised in a secular New Jersey home that had strong Jewish core values, but not much religious connection.
 
For my parents, so much of the spirit of Judaism was wrapped up in their commitment to giving back and paying it forward: tikkun olam. For reasons I’ll never understand, even at a young age, my heart called me home to Israel. I eventually lived there for nearly four years. And now, living in my chosen Greater MetroWest community of West Orange, I feel comforted and uplifted to be part of our beautiful and vibrant local Jewish mosaic.

I’ve been contemplating a way to honor my deceased parents, Iris and Leonard, to thank them for giving me these strong Jewish values, and to celebrate my personal connection to Israel. When I announced upon university graduation in 1972 that I was going to volunteer at Kibbutz Gat, they supported me. When I stayed an extra unplanned three months, they supported me. When I finally moved to Israel in 1975 and lived there for three years, they supported me. I returned only to help my mother as her health began to fail in 1978.

How could I possibly pay adequate tribute to the unconditional parental love I received? It was in a conversation with Celine Leeds, director of the Central New Jersey division of the Jewish National Fund-USA, that the idea of donating and beautifying a bomb shelter first came to me. As soon as I thought of it, I immediately knew it was the perfect legacy, the perfect gift for the existing and future generations in the Negev.
 
The bomb shelter beautification effort spearheaded by Jewish National Fund-USA addresses two critical problems in Israel’s Negev communities known as the Gaza Envelope. When conflict flares up, bomb shelters are a necessary safety infrastructure to protect civilians and save lives. In the Gaza Envelope, a red alert will sound when a missile is incoming; there are only 15 seconds of warning, and then everyone within earshot must have entered a protected space.
 
These concrete bomb shelter structures can be imposing and frightening for local children. Donating and painting a bomb shelter with happy, colorful scenes can help ease the children’s fears while providing safety.

My hope for the shelter in Kfar Maimon is twofold: I hope that it will tell the story of my parents’ love and spirit through the cheerful flowers — an iris, my mother’s name, and my favorite, a sunflower with my parents’ names inscribed on the leaves. A mural depicts a pair of happy children playing in the sunshine, with birds and butterflies, and a tree of life.
 
I also pray that this bomb shelter will never be needed, and that soon it can be repurposed for other community uses. As an active and proud donating member of the Greater MetroWest Jewish community, I am inspired by the vibrant philanthropy and the beautiful connection to Israel and the local community that we have. It is important for me to share my experience honoring my parents in the hopes of inspiring others to think creatively as well. There is nothing more beautiful than spreading the light of our loved ones’ memories.
 
I hope their spirit infuses Kfar Maimon with as much love and warmth as they gave me.

Miriam Seiden of West Orange is a published writer, photographer and ESL instructor. Her ESL program, SpeakingEnglishTogether.org, provides weekly professional classes and volunteer mentors.
 
Stay tuned for my next blog COMING SOON!

I wrote this piece for a local Jewish newspaper in my community some years ago. I am sharing it here because I still hold sacred the time I spent with these people in their communities. I want to share the warmth, friendship and hope I received from this experience. I am still in touch with many of the folks I met then.
                                                              
My romance with Israel began in 1972, fresh out of college, and with a burning hunger for adventure in my veins.  I was compelled to visit Israel which surprised everyone who knew me as I was most definitely a secular Jew with no religious training or background whatsoever. My experience of being Jewish consisted of eating gefilte fish, matzo ball soup and brisket with family on the Jewish holidays.

​I arranged to volunteer at Kibbutz Gat through the Jewish Agency in New York. That was the start of my Israel love affair which resulted in 4 years living on the kibbutz and then in Kiryat Shemona and finally in Jerusalem. Israel was a child then and, in essence, so was I.
 
Throughout the years my heart has remained in Israel, resulting in numerous return trips, witnessing the maturation of the country. Every time I go back I am amazed by the development of this country sitting in the middle of an unfriendly neighborhood, unfriendly not just to Jews but to various religions, tribes, families and political entities. In spite of so much adversity, from within and without, the human spirit prevails in Israel, and this diverse population manages to produce results of mystifying proportions.
 
My latest foray into the country started with my intent to bring first time visitors to Israel. It is personally important to me for people to get past the media bias by experiencing Israel firsthand. I spent two weeks in April traveling throughout the country with 16 mostly Christian Americans and a knowledgeable Israeli tour guide. I referred to these folks as my “Israeli Virgins”.
 
We visited the typical tourist spots and incorporated home visits with a Druze teacher in Magdal Chams, a Christian Arab woman in Jaffa, a Palestinian hotel owner from East Jerusalem, an Armenian shop owner in the Old City of Jerusalem, an Orthodox Jewish family in B’nei Barak, a Jewish Ethiopian resettlement center in Tzfat and more. There is endless diversity in Israel, making it exotic, mysterious and  complex.
 
Wanting to extend my stay and experience more of Israel, I let people know I could give English lessons in exchange for home stays. It was my idea to contribute a skill I have and learn more about Israel in the process. I had been an ESL (English as a Second Language) teacher to both children and adults in Israel and the U.S. in the past.
 
 A retired female army colonel acquaintance from Tel Aviv offered a week living with her so I could help build her confidence speaking English. I accepted the offer. I also contacted N.J.’s Greater Metro West Global Connections staff member in Israel, Michal Zur, letting her know I could teach in some of their partnership communities. I have an ongoing involvement with GMW’s Arad community and felt a very strong connection with the families I knew there. Why not extend these “living bridge” relationships even further using ESL to build more connections?
 
Thanks to Michal and the GreaterMW staff in Israel, a plan took shape. I taught children at Hagivah, a grammar school in Ofakim in the Negev, and worked closely with the two English teachers there, Olga and Cami. Olga incorporates yoga, art and English providing the third, fourth, fifth and sixth graders with learning experiences from a fresh perspective of calmness and acceptance. Her methodology has become a model for teachers in other schools.

​There were some Israeli Jews who questioned my decision to embark on this adventure and I ignored their concerns. The home was beautifully furnished and sparkling clean. Tesehel and Islam treated me with warm hospitality, extending a welcoming hand in friendship which I gladly accepted and reciprocated.

We became so comfortable so quickly with one another that after 2 days we were joking that I could be Islam’s second wife. It is still customary for Bedouin men to have multiple wives…and many children, a practice resulting in a rapidly growing population. Tesehel wears the hijab (means cover in Arabic) out of the house, even in the backyard where we spent time sharing our life experiences.

Tesehel is a modern, Arabic, Hebrew and English speaking woman, who works  in a Youth At Risk program in Segev Shalom. Her husband, also trilingual, works in Beersheva.                       .
 
Tesehel drove to Segev Shalom each morning for her job with Youth Futures and I traveled with her to teach English at an elementary school. Here is one of many Negev Bedouin grammar schools, quite dirty and brimming with overactive kids. I was taken aback by the lack of discipline and cleanliness. But I admired the teachers I worked with who came from Arab Muslim villages in the north.

Rula, the second Arab Muslim English teacher I worked with, also from the north, is living with her husband, a psychologist, and their 3 year old son who attends school in Beersheva. Rula is attending Tel Aviv University for her masters in teaching English. Her command of the English language is somewhat lacking but where she shines is her insistence that the children clean the room before she will teach them and that they respect her, themselves and each other. 
 


She keeps their attention and they are well behaved due to her attitude towards them. She is professional and respectful and while the children are not exactly speaking English, they are learning and maintaining the vocabulary she is teaching them.

I stayed with Rula and her small family for a few nights in Segev Shalom in their rented house not far from the school. One afternoon they took me to one of 40 unrecognized Bedouin villages to meet their friends, a young couple who both work outside the village. Here there is no electricity, no sewage, no garbage collection, no running water.

​These villages predate the state of Israel from Ottoman and British rule. They have gas canisters, solar panels, camels, sheep and goats. It is not permitted to build in the unrecognized villages. These formerly nomadic people are resistant to “urban life” which is how they view the recognized villages. The Bedouins have very strong ties to their culture and lifestyle.

Like most of you, I’ve been stuck at home for over a year occupying myself with busy work and Netflix. When my NYC Pastor friend asked me how I am, I replied that I was feeling disconnected from doing anything really meaningful. She asked me what I wanted to do. I immediately responded without hesitation or forethought: I’d like to teach English again. She, being the ever helpful spiritual leader, asked her Spanish speaking congregation if anyone wanted to learn English on line. And so it began!
 
I gave lessons for free, asking only for a donation to their church. I had two classes, one for beginners and the second for more advanced English language students on Zoom.

Teaching those with very little or no background in English proved to be quite challenging, especially on Zoom. I used pictures from magazines and objects in my home. I even bought a blackboard and chalk.
 
These beginner students, none of whom worked,  were still immersed in their native tongue and culture. Spending all their time with Spanish speaking family, friends, tv, books, magazines and newspapers with very little outside exposure proved to be a real handicap. It was a daunting task both for them and me. I didn’t want them to be so frustrated that they would dislike English. I was frustrated as well. I mean, how many times could I teach the same I, you, he, she, it, we, you, they? I had to let that class go.

  On a happier note, my more advanced students are like sponges and continue to grow in knowledge and confidence. What has emerged  from this is a program I created and  named “Speaking English Together”. The need to practice what they are learning in a safe space became apparent. I called upon one of my retired friends and asked if she’d be interested in volunteering once a week with one of my students to just chat. And make corrections as necessary…gently of course. She is now working one-on-one with two students.
 
Today I have 35 English language volunteers who are speaking one hour weekly, one-on-one with their partners who want to improve their English.  High school kids in Israel are talking with high school kids in PA and NJ. One Rabbi in Israel is speaking with one of the American volunteers in FL. What is transpiring from this program are cultural exchanges, friendships and living bridges as well as improved language skills. One of my students told me she is starting to think in English! 

If you or anyone you know might want to participate as a volunteer or student, I can promise you this: fulfillment, purpose, fun and stress-free learning. The program is open to adults and teens. I can be reached at 973-735-3610 or [email protected].  And check out our new website:  www.speakingenglishtogether.org/

​I lost both parents and the responsibility of caring for them together along with their professional caregivers this past spring. Grief and empty hours to fill: a bitter pill to swallow.  COVID 19 appeared and spread, forcing isolation upon me just like everyone else.
 
I was living alone. But, something was missing.  I needed to give my love to another living soul face to face.  Sure, I could clean out closets, reorganize my drawers, take classes on Zoom, talk with friends by phone, read, garden and  more. But something was missing. 

A light went on: foster a dog.  A perfect solution! I’d wanted one for so long but held off due to my parents’ medical needs. I called two local rescue organizations and soon thereafter I not only fostered, I adopted a one year old mixed breed named Lulu from a kill shelter in Alabama. I didn’t meet her until she arrived in a van with 21 other rescues from Alabama. She was skin and bones, shaking and scared. I put her in a crate in back of my car with blanket and toy. She was whimpering. I sang to her, making up silly songs using her name. She calmed down a little.
 
My life with Lulu began with crate training her, but she cried relentlessly every time I put her in there. I couldn’t keep doing it without breaking my own heart. I later learned she’d lived her first year of life in a crate where she peed, pooped and ate. A hoarding situation. She was rescued by animal control. Crating was a punishment, not a safe place, so no more crate for Lulu. Her first walks outside were a new experience for her. A collar and leash? Grass? Other dogs? Cars? People stopping to greet her?
 

Housebreaking took time and I seriously thought I might give up on her a few times. I finally told her if she didn’t quit using my house as a public toilet she couldn’t stay with me. I tried a trainer. No go. I finally called an animal communicator. No, I’m not a nut. Well, maybe just a little. But let me tell you, that woman helped by giving me valuable information about Lulu.  It completely changed the relationship for the better.
 
I learned that Lulu was peeing and pooping in my house because it was “convenient”. Well, of course it was. She was able to do it in her Alabama crate any time. My house was just a larger crate to her.  She promised to do better, to change her habit.  She had no intention of leaving my home where she felt safe and secure. She was grateful and said she’d never felt love from a human before. There was lots more information including the food she liked.  No eggs, yes to chicken. She even said she didn’t want me to bring another dog to live in the house to live with us.

But here’s the reason I’m sharing this with you. My four-legged roommate and I have the sweetest, most loving special relationship I have ever had with a dog. And this is not my first dog rodeo!  Having her with me during these difficult times is as comforting for me as it is for her. Maybe even more so. I do not feel isolated at all. I’ve met other dog owners in my neighborhood whom I'd never even noticed.   

Lulu and I play, we communicate with our eyes and body language. We cuddle. We watch tv. We go on long walks. She’s been to a Cape May dog beach, running along the shoreline with freedom and pure joy.  She’s been to the Berkshires.  Maine is next with more adventures to come. She’ll need a doggie passport as soon so we can travel abroad!

She looks into my eyes with this naked adoration. I melt. I swoon. I declare my love to all of her 9 pounds. She wants to be petted and knows how to ask for it. When I lie down on my mat to exercise she kisses my face and makes me laugh. She is active like me, friendly to all the neighbors, dog or human.

At first the toys were ignored. She’d never seen a dog toy! Now she plays with them all the time and even humps her stuffed elephant.   This really cracks me up because she looks like she’s riding the elephant across the floor. She suddenly gets a burst of energy and runs around the house like a lunatic. An acquaintance of mine calls that "zoomies".  We play hide and seek and she loves to be chased. It’s an all -day love fest in my house these days.
 
 We are clearly in love, unconditional love. If you want to do yourself and your family  a huge favor, rescue a dog (or cat). They need us and we need them, especially now.   I am motivated to give both of us new experiences together. My Lulu showed up at the perfect time in my life.  Yours can too.  

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I don’t want to depress anyone but I do want to share what is happening for me. Where I belong in this life has always been a question for me. Even though I’ve had wonderful parents, close friends, significant others, excellent and meaningful work and interests to anchor me, I’ve still wondered where I really belong. I imagine this is a universal question. I long for an answer. Maybe you do, too.

Here is a snapshot of my current state of being: As I  approach the age of 70 I am keenly aware of time constraints.  COVID -19  has certainly added to my sense of urgency to figure out what I really want for this last chapter or two. I see life as a puzzle with constantly moving parts. As soon as I put pieces together, thinking they fit rather nicely, along comes an impactful change to make me rethink my choices. Living in limbo is very uncomfortable but I’ve come to the conclusion that we all live in limbo. Feeling secure is an illusion. Some of us are aware of it, some not so much.  What’s that expression? “The only thing we can count on is change”.

The grief I am experiencing from loss of my parents, the virus totally disrupting all our lives,  and the hot, humid weather in N.J. has forced me to go in. And I mean inside myself as well as inside my house. No longer able or willing to travel by plane has forced me to cancel trips I was so looking forward to. No Israel. No Guatemala. No California. No Nada. I don’t even want to think about this coming winter being stuck inside. I’m in a daze. Can’t plan ahead. Can’t create the kind of big adventures that feed my soul and stimulate my imagination and brain.

I am trying hard to focus on what I can do: write, teach ESL, exercise, cook, read, connect with friends on Zoom, play with my sweet pup. But I’m telling you it’s hard. The state of the world and our country in particular clouds my outlook. I don’t want to live in fear. I don’t want to dwell on “what ifs”. I want to use this time to quiet my soul and my overactive mind. I want to trust and have faith that something entirely new and better will come out of these troubled times for us all.
 
When Biden chose Harris  as his running mate I cried tears of joy. I got a much needed boost of energy. I felt hopeful and recharged. I felt possibilities are alive again. I am embracing these positive feelings. I sense something true and right has emerged from the fear and paralysis so many of us have been experiencing.
 
I need to focus on what’s important and take action, improve myself and my circumstances as much as I can, trust my gut and choose carefully,  remember what I do know, let go of fear, breathe, and not give up. I CANNOT GIVE UP.
 
I’d love to hear from you: the good, the bad or the ugly. I will gladly respond.

Animal relationships with humans are often trivialized by non-pet owners who don’t understand the connection.  How many times have I heard that animals don’t have feelings? So not true. I have seen my dog smile, cry, demonstrate hurt feelings and even provide comfort and sympathy when I am upset.
 
Pets provide unusual, unconditional love. They give us feedback that lets us know they love us when they purr or wag tails. They are always happy to see us, are non-judgmental, forgiving and pure while meeting our need for affection and attention. Providing loyalty, companionship, security and comfort comes easily to them. No complications. No drama. And playtime is always a joy, whether we are observing or interacting with them.

We communicate with our furry friends and they with us. We read each other’s body language such as when a dog is hungry or needs to go out. They might whine or bark. They might lead us to the door or to their water or food bowl. Living with a pet can provide an important antidote to isolation or loneliness. Who greets us joyfully at the door regardless if we are gone 5 minutes, 5 hours, 5 days or 5 months?
 
Humans have an intimate physical connection with pets.  We make sure they eat and go out. We groom them, look in their ears, check their teeth, have them vaccinated and sometimes travel with them. We pet, hug and kiss them as they lay beside us. Some of us sleep in the same bed with them. Some people actually spend more time with their pets than with other humans. 
 
Some of us treat our pets as our furry children. That can be weird or endearing. Or both. The absence of a pet creates a disruption in our daily routine. Letting them go is a huge, difficult decision when we are called upon to take that final step as the humane solution to a painful situation.

Sometimes losing a pet can be even more intense than losing a person. We all experience loss in our own ways and in our own time. There are two types of grieving styles. Instrumental grievers get busy, take action, take on projects. While hurting on the inside, they choose not to show it on the outside. Expressive grievers cry, emote, express their loss verbally and can lose motivation. We all hurt; it’s just expressed differently. We all go through a grieving process. It’s normal and to be expected. Be gentle with yourself and don’t worry if others don’t understand.

Some people wait to get another pet. Others do it right away.  I lost my best girl, Jerzey, many years ago and have never stopped thinking about her. It’s time to bring animal joy back into my personal space. Jerzey chose me. She entered my apartment, peed on the floor and refused to leave with her breeder who said Jerzey and I had an unusual connection, as in a previous life. Who knows? All I know is I was in love, even when she insisted on stopping in the middle of Broadway in NYC to poop. Or when she peed on the way to the elevator on the 46th floor of my apartment building. Or when she refused to be crated and insisted on being next to me.
 
Our bond was strong.  She was a character with a distinct personality all her own. She taught me so much about love and responsibility. For me a house is not a home without a dog. So it’s rescue time, 2020. I’ll be rescuing my new pup and she will rescue me. Stay tuned….I’ll post pictures when we find each other. Can’t wait!

We each have our own valuable story. Sometimes told. Sometimes not. I am of Eastern European Jewish descent, second generation American. My perspective is colored by my personal history.
 
I am Lucky. Blessed. Grateful.  I am living a fulfilled life of my choosing in the U.S. But I cannot ignore the rising antisemitism here and abroad. I am fearful of the past repeating itself while trying to keep the faith. It’s hard. And so scary.

Many of  my ancestors could not fulfill their destinies. They died in multiple ways: pogroms, the Holocaust, overcrowded boats, such as the SS Exodus, turned away with Four thousand five hundred desperate refugees on board a space suitable for five hundred.

People have endured horrific hardships in their homelands and again when fleeing. It takes tremendous courage to leave one’s former life regardless of its gruesome reality. Jumping into a pool of unknowns with no real resources is an act of sheer desperation.

I have met many of today’s refugees who are seeking not just a better life, but simply stated, a life. They express their initial fear, their gratitude, more fear, and finally faith that things will work out. They huddle together in their communities, documented or undocumented, where they find love and support, hope and faith and the feeling of safety in numbers.  Their cultures and religions bind them together.
 
Immigration is certainly not a new story. Within waves of immigration are many individual stories. Some have happy endings. Some do not. It’s important to continue telling these stories, regardless of country of origin or motivation. The U.S., since its inception, has been a shining light of hope for those escaping repression, religious prejudice, gang wars, dictatorships, ethnic cleansing, torture and more. We haven’t always been the best we can be, but we have held onto our democracy saying “Give us your tired, your poor”.

Traveling recently with Israeli Micha Feldman, author of “Wings of Eagles” and a living legend whose life is dedicated to rescuing Ethiopian Jews, I visited some of the thousands still stuck living in squalor in Ethiopia. They wait for years, still hoping to get to Israel.
 
I also met Ethiopian Jews living in Israel and heard their stories of walking through the Simien Mountains at night, often barefoot, the very young and very old, pregnant, ill and desperate to escape antisemitism and  poverty. Marauders along the way  demanded money they had very little of. Many did not make it to the refugee camps in Somalia. Many left family behind. Today there is a film on Netflix titled “The Red Sea Diving Resort”, the fascinating story of escape and rescue thanks to the Israeli Mossad.

A short time ago I met  3 undocumented Mexican couples and their children. All are working menial jobs here, all paying taxes and rent, all were terrified to leave their homes and families in Mexico.  Their need to escape gangs and/or poverty overpowered their fear.  In some parts of Mexico it was hard to get jobs unless you knew someone or agreed to have sex in exchange for some kind of work.
 
They are sending money to relatives back home. One woman’s talented grandmother embroiders bags and sends them here to sell for $30 each. The granddaughter sends that money to her grandmother.
 
These people have been here 15 -19 years, led by “coyotes”,  paid guides who know the ropes to  cross the border. Trekking by foot at night, crawling by day,  sleeping on the Sonora Desert floor with tarantulas, snakes and human skeletons, they arrived to a van in Phoenix that piled them one atop  another for the drive east.
 
There were problems in the desert along the way. When they ran out of water they drank from a dirty pond. Shoes falling apart resulted in barefoot, bleeding soles. Fevers occurred from the thorny bushes pricking their skin and causing infection. The biggest issue was fear, all- encompassing fear of getting caught, or worse, injury or death. At that time they paid $2000 to the coyote. Today it’s about $12-13,000.
 
One of the men tried to cross the border three times. The third time he was helped by a ranger who gave him water and directed him to an easier crossing. All their marriages happened here and the kids are U.S. citizens in school. The parents are waiting for their children to turn 18 so they can begin the process of legal citizenship.
 
The fear of separation from their kids and deportation is prevalent. Some have alternate plans in place, some do not and cannot face the possibility of deportation.  Two young daughters cried bitterly as we spoke. It was impossible to comfort them.
 
Faith keeps these people moving forward in their daily lives in spite of the fear. Their children can achieve something here.  Their families integrate the best of both cultures to create loving homes. They fully embrace  our Thanksgiving holiday.
 
Living under the radar is challenging. They have no voice, no rights, no police protection, no insurance, no political power, no vacations.  But they are self-sufficient, often working jobs many Americans don’t want. There are no handouts.
 
These are resilient, proud hard working people who only want to give their kids a better life. It was an honor to be trusted with their heartfelt stories.  Kind, compassionate, honest people with strong family values.. We need more citizens like them these days here in the good ol’ U.S.A., don’t we?